im gna be a goody two shoes
no more shopping
no more l4ds
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
no more clubbing
Sunday, January 03, 2010
Friday, January 01, 2010
aaaaaaaannnnnngggggrrrrrrrryyyyyy
theres one more week left of hols and i havent even met jojo once! so gna meet her on wed. and im hers the whole night! :D
so of course the hols has been fun. when not much work is done. wow that rhymes.
and so of course, all the fun must come to an end when one of my ever bestest friend shouts at me
FUCK YOU SHIREENA
like wow! i never got that my whole life and it aint gonna start now.
super mad. fuming. even now. but still, i have to think like a civilised little angel. because
1)she lets me sleeps over at her house after clubbing
2)paid for cab fare and dinner when i was broke after bintan
3)was thinking whether i should just destroy our friendship over that expression
well. THIS IS A CONTROVERSY! HELP! but i know im still too angered at her to hang out with her.
may seem trivial to her. but nobody ever ever ever says that nasty little thing to me. plus if i dont do anything her way once, its like the next time we meet, i will be made to feel guilty. even when she says i havent pissed her off, it feels like i already did... cos i didnt want to go out and collect a jacket with her from her cousin.i always think twice about arguing with her. apparently,she doesnt. not cool. i just feel so bad for myself that i just lack the ability to SCREAM AT SOMEONE!
oh and the funniest thing she said to me, after a friend told her that i was pissed with her was 'i was pissed/angry with you cause you punched me' .
OMG. ok fine i punched her shoulder cos she was all motherly to me cos I WAS HIGH and also cos i was fuming insanely mad at her. the highness was definitely over but you know what? apparently 'drunk' people's words cannot be listened to. i could walk perfectly fine maaan. high and drunk are totally different matters. i didnt puke and never will. and being high doesnt make you puke.
and today, i didnt want to club. apparently her cousin invited her and her own friends are going too? i think. so after i replied that i will pass tonight, her bizarre reply was 'my frens think that you dont like them' . and those frens included those i NEVER met before?!?!?!?!?! now i really wonder if its some sort of tactic? i really dont want to know.but if its true, well then im disliking annonymous people
and one more thing that shocked me. we were shopping, and i saw amanda one of my pri sch mates, her enemy. so when she said 'i saw amanda ' i wanted to turn around and maybe if i see her i would say hi. but she was all 'omg, so you WILL SAY HI TO HER?!?!?!'
turns out im not supposed to cause its HER enemy. get it? well i definitely dont understand the logic there. but didnt want to argue as usual.
IM TOO NICE!!!well according to me. at least to people close to me. i really wished there were two of me. then the other one can do her bidding and be with her 24/7 on autopilot mode. so that the other me can study and make time for other friends.seriously, the whole darn post is not even angsty even to get my point across!
there are so much more things but trying not to rat on my friend. this post is all i can do to vent my frustrations! that everything i do, IS NEVER ENOUGH!
if you read this. well i guess its up to you and i guess im just doomed:))
so to all FRESH A GRADS AND IB! ALL THE BEST FOR FUTURE ENDEAVOURS!!!!!! <3
so of course the hols has been fun. when not much work is done. wow that rhymes.
and so of course, all the fun must come to an end when one of my ever bestest friend shouts at me
FUCK YOU SHIREENA
like wow! i never got that my whole life and it aint gonna start now.
super mad. fuming. even now. but still, i have to think like a civilised little angel. because
1)she lets me sleeps over at her house after clubbing
2)paid for cab fare and dinner when i was broke after bintan
3)was thinking whether i should just destroy our friendship over that expression
well. THIS IS A CONTROVERSY! HELP! but i know im still too angered at her to hang out with her.
may seem trivial to her. but nobody ever ever ever says that nasty little thing to me. plus if i dont do anything her way once, its like the next time we meet, i will be made to feel guilty. even when she says i havent pissed her off, it feels like i already did... cos i didnt want to go out and collect a jacket with her from her cousin.i always think twice about arguing with her. apparently,she doesnt. not cool. i just feel so bad for myself that i just lack the ability to SCREAM AT SOMEONE!
oh and the funniest thing she said to me, after a friend told her that i was pissed with her was 'i was pissed/angry with you cause you punched me' .
OMG. ok fine i punched her shoulder cos she was all motherly to me cos I WAS HIGH and also cos i was fuming insanely mad at her. the highness was definitely over but you know what? apparently 'drunk' people's words cannot be listened to. i could walk perfectly fine maaan. high and drunk are totally different matters. i didnt puke and never will. and being high doesnt make you puke.
and today, i didnt want to club. apparently her cousin invited her and her own friends are going too? i think. so after i replied that i will pass tonight, her bizarre reply was 'my frens think that you dont like them' . and those frens included those i NEVER met before?!?!?!?!?! now i really wonder if its some sort of tactic? i really dont want to know.but if its true, well then im disliking annonymous people
and one more thing that shocked me. we were shopping, and i saw amanda one of my pri sch mates, her enemy. so when she said 'i saw amanda ' i wanted to turn around and maybe if i see her i would say hi. but she was all 'omg, so you WILL SAY HI TO HER?!?!?!'
turns out im not supposed to cause its HER enemy. get it? well i definitely dont understand the logic there. but didnt want to argue as usual.
IM TOO NICE!!!well according to me. at least to people close to me. i really wished there were two of me. then the other one can do her bidding and be with her 24/7 on autopilot mode. so that the other me can study and make time for other friends.seriously, the whole darn post is not even angsty even to get my point across!
there are so much more things but trying not to rat on my friend. this post is all i can do to vent my frustrations! that everything i do, IS NEVER ENOUGH!
if you read this. well i guess its up to you and i guess im just doomed:))
so to all FRESH A GRADS AND IB! ALL THE BEST FOR FUTURE ENDEAVOURS!!!!!! <3
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
back from bintan and all. i say it was worth the 500 dollars
but definitely not worth 1k
i swear i dont know what to do.
so it was basically just eating playing and sleeping. and there were so many sgreans this time i swear never to go there again. plus the beach didnt look as clean as the first time. man i gotta save up for aussie. or bali?
and as expected got freaking sun burnt. so hurting with every move of my shoulders. hopefully they wont start peeling man.
so after i got back, had a huge craving for pontian noodles. and spent the entire tues watching south park and american pie. its beeeeen a reeeeaaaal pervie day
and realised that i tend t be very close to people who i find a lot of faults with and fight alot with.like wth.. but love them all the same
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
BINTAN!!!
its unbelievvablely awesome that i get to get out of singapore with friends!!!! back to my beautiful clean clear water beach! all the scowls and disapproving talk was definitely worth it!
oh and head over to my fb profile and see the cute shock kitty video!!
and the condo kittens now allow me to pet them! i wish this holiday will never end!! =D
oh and head over to my fb profile and see the cute shock kitty video!!
and the condo kittens now allow me to pet them! i wish this holiday will never end!! =D
Monday, November 30, 2009
when uncle ashok came he told us lots of stories. and now im really enlightened about my father's death...
he died of fillial piety >:<
he died of fillial piety >:<
Friday, November 27, 2009
shit. feel so awfully hatefully to this person who just stared me from head to toe treated me like some ignorant kid.. hello?? hell i can be more stylish than you are, but if i go in my usual get t msia.. i would freaking get robbed, chopped up and cooked into curry. or a hooker!! i rather the curry, at least im being made into my favourite food!
and people! THIS IS IMPT!!! MUSTAFA DOES NOT OPEN 24/7 365 DAYS! ITS FREAKING CLOSED ON HARI RAYA HAJI!! how nice to endure a mass of construction worker stares when it was all for nought! thank god i found some cute pj pants and maxi dress which i realised looked quite normal now. so the only good thing was the pj pants..
oh well and msia was, well pleasantly scary. the feeling was like walking among 99999999999999999999999 rapists! and the freaking cab fare was 129.80.. its was discounted=.= from 140. no idea what the hell is up with the taxi driver to quote me that figure.
oh well but the awesome prata saved the day! food always does that. msia should borrow some law enforcement people from singapore so that when people like me go in. we are protected!! then here i come good food!
and people! THIS IS IMPT!!! MUSTAFA DOES NOT OPEN 24/7 365 DAYS! ITS FREAKING CLOSED ON HARI RAYA HAJI!! how nice to endure a mass of construction worker stares when it was all for nought! thank god i found some cute pj pants and maxi dress which i realised looked quite normal now. so the only good thing was the pj pants..
oh well and msia was, well pleasantly scary. the feeling was like walking among 99999999999999999999999 rapists! and the freaking cab fare was 129.80.. its was discounted=.= from 140. no idea what the hell is up with the taxi driver to quote me that figure.
oh well but the awesome prata saved the day! food always does that. msia should borrow some law enforcement people from singapore so that when people like me go in. we are protected!! then here i come good food!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
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